By Anne Stockwell
e're in a part of downtown Los Angeles where tourists fear to tread. At mid morning the heat is already brutal. A woman outside the fence grapples with a man, trying to kick him where it hurts. "You son of a bitch!" she yells. "What's wrong with you?" he yells back. "It's too hot!"
Then a Range Rover pulls up. Hugh Jackman steps out, smiling, taller by a head than anyone on the crew for his Advocate photo shoot. Lithe and lanky rather than belligerently bulked-up like Wolverine, his grunge-a-licious character in X-Men, Jackman seems to breathe a more gracious blend of air than the rest of us.
He's here to talk about his new role as Peter Allen, the all-but-openly gay hit songwriter and master performer who was born in Australia and discovered by Judy Garland and who married Liza Minnelli, packed Radio City Music Hall, and wrote or cowrote some dozen massive hit songs before his death from AIDS complications in 1992. Allen is a hero in Australia. Portraying him in The Boy From Oz, the 1997 Allen musical biography now being restaged on Broadway, Jackman will high-kick, play piano, kiss Jarrod Emick (who portrays Allen's longtime love, lighting designer Greg Connell) and hopefully give Allen the all-out star recognition he never quite had time to earn here in the States.
Americans are also just getting acquainted with Jackman. He made a stir as a dashing time traveler in Kate & Leopold. But it's Wolverine, the Marvel mutant with the adamantium skeleton, fierce claws, and muttonchop do, who really got us. Jackman was a plan B replacement for Dougray Scott, who had to drop out because of scheduling conflicts. In return for the gig, Jackman invested the part with all his very considerable heart, not to mention a handsome chest of Wolverine-ish hair. His soulful reading has helped turn the X-Men films into global box-office smashes.
"He has no idea how good-looking he is," the makeup artist whispers in my ear as Jackman walks in our direction. Is this possible?
Did you ever meet Peter Allen?
I never did. When did he die? '92. He probably was out of action from about '90. I knew of Peter and I watched him—he was still doing stuff on TV, and he was a big icon. I remember very clearly once when he sang "I Still Call Australia Home," which is now like a second anthem in Australia. The first time he sang it was at the launch of a 15,000-seat entertainment center. Peter had on this quite camp waistcoat with an Australian flag on it, and out came this big Australian flag behind him.
My father was [watching with] my brother and I. We looked up, and Dad was crying. Peter had that way with everyone—old, young, men, women, gay, straight—which in Australia was not that easy, you know?
Craig Zadan directed Peter in Up in One, a 1979 cabaret show that toured the world and broke Peter into the top ranks of entertainers. He says Peter would make you laugh yourself sick, and then in 30 seconds you'd be crying and not know how you got there.
One of the great things about The Boy From Oz is, I think you get that feeling of being with Peter. It's incredibly entertaining and very funny but very surprisingly gets you. Peter was not a sentimental person—in public he wasn't— but he had an honesty in his songwriting that just touches you. He had a way of capturing something incredibly simple and honest. I can think of 10 of Peter's songs that just slay me. Just absolutely slay me.
Not many people realize how much his songs defined the '70s and '80s.
In this show you get to see what those songs actually meant. A song like "I Honestly Love You" became a big hit for Olivia [Newton-John], and it maybe now seems a bit of a cheesy love song. But in the context of Peter's life, when you think he lost his lover of 20 years, Greg, to AIDS—you hear that song in the show, and it's the ghost of his lover still being around him as he's writing.
[Sings] "Maybe I hang around here a little more than I should / We both know I've got somewhere else to go / But I've got something to tell you / I never thought I would / That I believe you really ought to know / I love you." It's so simple, but in the context of the show it's incredible.
Carole Bayer Sager, a close friend of Peter's with whom he wrote some huge hits, says you've really got him down.
I had dinner the other night with Carole. She's fascinating, fantastic. It's funny—she said to me, "You get that tongue thing of his." [Chuckles]
What tongue thing would that be?
He would unconsciously stick his tongue out when he was playing. And apparently I was doing that. I was like, "Well, there you go!" Maybe I was channeling him at some point.
Carole told me, the last time she spoke to Peter, he said, "You know what, Carole? I'm happy. I couldn't have lived life any more than I have."
Was Peter more a songwriter or a performer?
Another guy told how he'd have Peter up for dinner whenever he was in New York. "Peter would charm everybody, and then—I'd never ask him—he'd get up on the piano and just start playing. In the end I would literally be kicking him out the door. Guests would be leaving and he'd still be playing." [Stockwell laughs] He said to Peter that night, "I know you love it. But you don't have to feel you always have to play." And Peter said to him, "I'm an entertainer—always got to sing for my supper."
Peter was aware that what he was born to do was to entertain. Maybe being a star is more about letting people come to you, you know? But Peter was old-fashioned.
Is that you too? Singing for your supper?
Probably a little more reluctantly than Peter, because he was someone that all entertainers look up to. Anyone who really knew Peter—many great names—they all looked up to him as a showman. I'm thrilled that I didn't do this show, say, four years ago, five years ago. With everything that's occurred to me in movies, in Hollywood, I felt I was being dragged by a Great Dane down the street. It's sort of like, "Whoa, I'll catch up in a second." Now I feel like I've caught up—I feel a little more comfortable in my skin. It takes a great confidence to just, wherever you are, think, People want to hear me. People want that. I suppose with me it's something that's growing. Doing the Boy From Oz workshop [in early 2003] gave me a confidence to do it. It feels like the right time to go and do a show like this and say, "Yeah, I can be Peter."
I've heard that everybody fell in love with him. [Jackman laughs] Man, woman, everybody.
He was a kid who grew up in an outback town, Tenterfield. Now, I've been to Tenterfield: It's a small town that services farmers, and men are tough there. Peter tap-dancing at the age of 8 in a local pub—what did he have to endure in his upbringing? But he managed to make them like him. Even now, in that town of Tenterfield, there's a Peter Allen pub and a store.
When Peter was at Radio City, he was playing with the closet, saying things onstage like, "You've heard all these rumors about me. Well, yes, I am…Australian."
"Australian." Yeah. [Chuckles]
Here he was, this national hero. How did people in Australia deal with that part of him, the gay part?
They didn't care. In fact, I think a lot of people—until relatively late—didn't know. Women found him sexy and thought it was just part of his shtick. Or maybe he was just one of those flamboyant guys. I mean, he wasn't over-the-top; it wasn't so Liberace.
So how do you play him?
The director said to me, "The key to playing Peter is that you can't think of him as a gay man, because as a straight man it will send you off in the wrong direction. You have to think of him as a little kid." He was mischievous, and from all the reports his sexual appetite was voracious. So he was up for it all. But certainly by the end everyone knew of him as gay. See, Peter learned how to tread the line of making fun of himself enough and still being biting enough with reporters that everyone kind of went, "Yeah, all right, we'll accept him." Which, particularly in his time, was not the case with most. It really wasn't. He made my dad, born-again Christian that he was, love Peter Allen and not care that he was gay. Do you know what I mean? Perhaps Peter knew, as an entertainer, that's what he had to do. He wasn't comfortable being politically active, but he probably single-handedly did a lot.
If he were here, I'm sure it'd be very gratifying to him that one of the world's handsomest straight men is playing him [Jackman chuckles] and that he's being celebrated on the cover of The Advocate.
Yeah, there you go, exactly.
. . . some people said, "It's brave of you to play a gay man." And I think that's very dated.You know, it's funny what you say about me playing him, because some people said, "It's brave of you to play a gay man." And I think that's very dated. Don't you?
It's terribly dated, but some Americans are holding on to it for dear life. I'm sure you've noticed.
Yeah. I think Peter will be thrilled. I mean—I hope. I've been told that his greatest dream was to do a Broadway show. He did it with Legs Diamond, even though it was a flop. [With The Boy From Oz], someone told me, "Finally, Peter's going to have his Broadway hit."And it's not a puff piece. There'll be some things that Peter, if he's there watching it, will kind of go, "Oh, did they have to put that in it?" [Chuckles] "Could've left that bit out!"
You've got quite a background as a leading man in musicals. You did Joe Gillis in Sunset Boulevard, Gaston in Beauty and the Beast, and Curly in Trevor Nunn's London production of Oklahoma! You must have had a pang or two, to see somebody else get that part on Broadway.
Well, of course I tried to do it. Two or three times we were rejected by Equity. An Aussie with a whole bunch of Brits—they didn't want to let us do Oklahoma! I understand. That's kind of like a lot of Americans doing Crocodile Dundee, you know? A bit hard to swallow for the union membership. So I was really upset at the time.
But things worked out, because along came X-Men.
Yes. And I was like, There'll be a time to do something on Broadway. Then within six months this came up.
The Boy From Oz was a big hit in Australia before coming to Broadway. Were you involved in that production at all?
They had talked to me about the role in Australia, but I had just made the decision to get away from musical theater and go into film. And when I went to see the show—I saw it twice—it moved me beyond belief. Deb, my wife, turned to me and said, "You're wishing you were up there." And I said, "Yeah, I am." So the moment I got the call I jumped at it.
In America it's like an algebra equation: Musical comedy equals gay. Is it the same in Australia?
Yup. [Laughs] It's the same the world over. Although I think it's probably getting a little less. Because the dancing style is becoming more…athletic? Sometimes men get in there from gymnastics. And also I think a lot of men realize it's a great way to pick up chicks. There's beautiful women there, you know. [Laughs]
So they say.
Yeah, and from what I've seen, people are coming into dancing that have had more sports background. In Australia it used to be a whole progression: If you haven't started dancing classes by the time you're 5 or 6 [you're starting too late]. I am ashamed to say that when I was 10, 11, my teacher said, "You should have danced." This was at an all-boys school. Very straight all-boys school—"straight" as in conservative. I said, "Great! I want to do dancing."
What happened next?
My brother mercilessly said, "Ah, you poof, you're gay, you're gay"—and I quit. Actually, my brother, very touchingly, about five years ago came up and said, "I don't know if you remember, but I'm really sorry for saying that when you were younger, because you should have been dancing." And I often thought I was a bit weak. Peter wouldn't have done that.
You must have related to the movie Billy Elliot.
Yeah, very much. Just from the shows I've been in and the people I've known, it used to always be "male dancer—gay." It's far less that now.
I was trying to think if there's ever been an action hero who is a musical comedy star. I could not think of one.
That's thrilling to hear you say that.
Is there anybody you looked to as your example?
No. See, this is where people are surprised, but my agent said to me five years ago, "Hugh, I can see one day you…if I had to plan a goal for you, it's for you to have the kind of career that Sinatra had." You know, you can traverse between different careers. It would thrill me no end if that happened.
You've said very charmingly in the press, "I kiss my boyfriend in the show. And I know my audience for Wolverine is going to be saying, ‘Don't do it, man! That's bullshit!' " [Jackman laughs] If they do come and see you, what would you want to communicate to them?
Peter could get through to anybody. So I have a great vehicle to try and bring people who never go to the theater. I don't want them to think, Ah, it's one of those gay musicals, is it? Am I gonna get a whole lot of preaching about being gay and what's it like? Because it's more a celebration of the way Peter lived his life. And his sexuality was part of that.
I'm sure there are 14-year-olds and their fundamentalist parents in America who are going to object: "Here's this guy Wolverine. We look up to him, and now he's honoring a person who did immoral things."
Gypsy Rose Lee. They're probably taking them to see Gypsy, about a woman who was just horrific to her kids. It'll be interesting to see how parents negotiate that. See, my dad is a Christian—and really a full-on Christian—the first show he took me to was La Cage aux Folles.
Really?
I remember watching this and I was like, Does Dad know that this was all about two gay men? And of course he did, but Dad loved it. He really loved it.
You didn't start out to become an actor, did you? At one point you were studying to be a journalist.
Yes, but nothing really captured me until near the end, when I had to find two units to graduate. I picked drama because there were no exams—you just turned up. But they decided to do this play, and I got cast in the lead. We ended up taking it on tour, and the more I learned about acting, the more I was, like, acting was kind of what I loved.
A lot of journalists say, "Ah, I bet you hate journalists—you studied journalism." It's the opposite. A journalist comes to me sometimes and asks me a very tabloid question, and I think, He's got to get this quote. His editor said, "We're not interested in his film; we want to know how his marriage is."
I don't want to know how your marriage is. [Jackman chuckles] But I do want to ask about adoption. You adopted your son, Oscar. There's a lot of controversy in America about gay people adopting children.
In fact, I had dinner the other night with a gay couple, and I said, "Do you guys have kids?" And they were both really against it.
In fact, I had dinner the other night with a gay couple, and I said, "Do you guys have kids?" And they were both really against it.
I said, "Why?" One said, "I don't think it's right. I think a kid should have a mother and a father." So it was, like, Wow—this issue is divisive wherever you go. The subject of parenting really cuts deep into what you believe.
As a man who has adopted a child, how do you feel about it?
I would say if two loving people…or one, you know—I think ideally two, just from my experience; it helps to have enough energy to be able to do it and enjoy it—but it wouldn't matter to me if they were gay, straight, however they come. For adopted kids, there's a need. There are so many unwanted children. I have no qualms about it whatsoever.
This is as tabloid as I get: Guys have hit on you a lot of times, I'm sure.
Yeah.
What's your response? I assume you've never said yes.
No. I had a time when I was growing up [when] I heard, "Gay or straight?" I'd say, "Straight," and hear, "OK, have a good time." But Sydney was like that. It was never something that freaked me out. I remember going through an age, maybe when I was 21, and I was getting into acting. And I thought, I've got quite a few gay friends. I'd go to a gay dance party like I'd go to a straight club. And then I would think about it, and I thought, Maybe I should ask myself some serious questions here, you know? I felt, with my life—and I did it because of acting—I thought, I've got to be honest with myself about everything, whether I'm good, bad, gay, straight…
So you thought it over.
Yeah. I thought, OK. And I don't remember thinking about it for any longer than that. I just remember giving myself the permission. I thought, If you found a man—I hadn't, really, I hadn't at all—a man that you're attracted to, would you feel comfortable? And I just gave myself the permission. And it never happened.
But I've always felt very comfortable around gay men and women. I find them, generally, refreshingly honest and straightforward. And have I been hit on? Yeah. I've never done anything, and I've never felt like I've wanted to. So it's all good.
But Sydney is very open to a gay community that is very mainstream and really has sort of crossed over. You know, a lot of our straight men quite like the gay neighborhood because the girls would go there looking for safety, and of course there were us vultures waiting! [He makes big swooping gestures with his long arms; both laugh] Till [the girls] were drunk and thinking, Ah, God, I wish I was with a few straight men!
For Americans just getting to know you: What's the thing that they would be most surprised to learn about Hugh Jackman?
Well, it's certainly no surprise to me or anyone in Australia, but I think a lot of people here would be surprised that I'm doing a musical. In a way, I couldn't have written the script better, because the bigger surprise to me is that I'm being paid to be an action hero. Because I'm a big goofball, you know. Don't tell anyone that, but I'm a big goofball. In Australia we call it a dag.
You're a dag?
It's quite an affectionate term, but it means you're basically a big goofball. I just love making a fool out of myself. I made my living as a clown at kids' parties for about three years. And all that Wolverine stuff—I watch that and go, "Ah, he's kind of cool, that guy!" [Chuckles] So for me, to have done that first means that people will think I've done this Herculean effort to become a singer-dancer playing Peter Allen, when in actual fact that's probably far closer to who I am.