Most leading men
are afraid to be out and proud. Cheyenne Jackson is
bigger than that.
“I’ve actually never talked about this before
because it’s a little bit twisted,”
whispers Cheyenne Jackson across a corner table at
Sardi’s in New York City, where a caricature of
his handsome head has just been added to the
restaurant’s estimable walls of fame. “The
first time that I knew I was gay -- I think I was,
like, 7 -- I was watching this Valentine’s Day
Popeye cartoon episode that would play every
year. There was this scene where Popeye was captured by
Brutus, tied up with no shoes or socks on, and Brutus starts
tickling his feet. I remember getting a little boner,
and I didn’t know what it was about that scene
that was creating that, but I knew that it was something
naughty that I couldn’t tell anybody, and I
definitely knew it was something that made me
different. But every year, I couldn’t wait for
that episode.”
Jackson’s
publicists would probably prefer that he hadn’t
shared that anecdote; in fact, as was made clear to me
before our interview even took place, they would
prefer that this article not focus on his being gay at
all. Too bad that’s all I want to talk about.
“We’ve had this conversation over and
over,” says the actor with a chuckle, sipping a
Grey Goose and soda with a splash of orange juice. “I
said, ‘It’s The Advocate. I have to
talk about my sexuality.’ But it’s their
job to say, ‘Don’t only talk about guys
you’ve hooked up with!’ They just
don’t want me to be pigeonholed, because they
want me to have as many opportunities as I
can.”
Now starring as
struggling artist Sonny Malone in Broadway’s campy
hit musical Xanadu (based on the 1980
roller-disco cult movie starring Olivia Newton-John) through
July, Jackson came out professionally in The New
York Times not long into the run of All
Shook Up, a 2005 Elvis jukebox musical in
which he made his breakthrough as the Elvis-like lead.
“It wasn’t something I planned on
doing,” he recalls, “but I’ve
been out to my family since I’m 19. The interviewer
kind of said, ‘And you’re gay, right?’
I didn’t even think about it and said,
‘Yeah.’ I could’ve, in a frenzy, had
people call him to retract it, but I thought,
Let’s see what happens. People worry about someone
who’s an up-and-comer and so open about it, but
I feel like if I don’t make it an issue,
it’s not going to be an issue.”
Though Jackson
has never regretted his decision, he’s pretty sure
his agents have. “To be frank,” he says,
“I think I’ve missed out on big parts
because I’m open. I’ve screen-tested on some
really big projects, and you can’t tell me that
behind closed doors big execs aren’t like, ‘We
have Dean Cain or this gay guy who played Elvis on
Broadway.’ I’m not that naive to think
that that doesn’t play into it.”
Conveniently,
Jackson says he has no aspirations to be the next Brad
Pitt; he just wants to work regularly on quality projects.
His well-known sexuality didn’t prevent him
from landing the role of the womanizing son in the
Lifetime pilot Family Practice, costarring Anne
Archer and Beau Bridges, although he learned on the day
Heath Ledger died that the show hadn’t been picked
up. (“So it was a really bad day,” he
says.) The 6-foot-4 tower of muscle also stars in the
upcoming thriller Hysteria, in which his
character’s wife, he brags, is played by “hot
little mama” Emmanuelle Vaugier, a Maxim
cover girl. “I’m in uncharted territory
because based on what I look like, I get cast as the
guy who gets the girl. But I have a sense that the tide is
changing, and I have no problem being the trailblazer.
I don’t know how or when it’s going to
manifest itself, but I think being my authentic self is
going to have its rewards.”
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