Most Americans
remember where they were on September 11, 2001. I was at
home watching the news. I cannot forget the image of the
second plane, which seemed so small by contrast,
hitting the second twin tower. It was like a large
toy, at once innocuous and familiar: How could the
destruction that followed, years of conflict, wars and
strife, come from something so ubiquitous and benign,
a symbol of prosperity and commerce?
I still feel both
pain and confusion from the event. Moreover, even after
painting The Cycle of Terror and Tragedy, I can
only suggest that tragedy is part of the human condition.
Tragedy is what happens in spite of our most heroic
efforts, our best selves. Tragedy is ironic at times
and unsettling. It never seems right or
understandable. It is the common thread of past,
present, and future.
Yet September
11 has made its own mark in the cycle. It began a new
era of vivid and potent contrasts. The differences between
us and other nations are more pointed, and by
extension, our similarities clearer. Likewise, each
idea, each action surrounding that day proffers contrasts:
love and loss, freedom and restraint, even peace and war.
The Cycle of Terror and Tragedy, 2005, oil on canvas, 76
x 210 In., 2002 - 06. Collection of
the New Britain Museum of American Art, New
Britain, CT. Used with permission.
It would take
more than I am capable to assuage the pain left by this
day. It will certainly take great minds to understand
September 11 in its wider context. Yet art offers a
key to understanding that day as well. I have
struggled to present a symbolic narrative that stirs the
imagination while encouraging deep and needed
reflection. I have attempted a mithridate, if you
will, for the future so that pain can be understood
over time, bit by bit, thus arming the spirit with the
ability to survive future tragedies. The familiar
story of the innocent, once awakened, struggling
through life's tragic events, reconciling loss and sharing
renewed strength--a true triumph over
adversity--is a valuable reminder both in art
and life of our importance as individuals in a diverse
community.