One of the most
enduring figures in underground music, Bob Mould first
garnered attention as a member of Minneapolis '80s
hardcore-punk trio Husker Du. The group,
known at first for their short and fast songs (which
were nonetheless highly melodic and thoughtful), issued a
string of albums and established Mould as a formidable
guitarist and songwriter. In the '90s he tasted
more success with the combo Sugar, which scored a 1992
modern-rock hit with "If I Can't Change Your
Mind." Mould has also issued seven solo albums
displaying vast range, from the introspective
singer-songwriter stance of 1989's Workbook
to the electronica-oriented Modulate in 2002.
While
Mould's career has always seemed on track, his
personal life has often zigzagged. Early on, the
rocker's homosexuality was de facto knowledge
among friends and close fans but not a matter of public
record (which was also the case for his bandmate,
drummer-songwriter Grant Hart). When Husker
Du split in early 1988, the media was more interested
in the band's problems with drugs, alcohol, and
interpersonal squabbles. But as Sugar began its
ascent, Mould was pressured to come out publicly, most
notoriously in a 1994 Spin magazine feature by out Frisk
author Dennis Cooper; Cooper and Mould had been
friends prior to publication, but the article -- full
of quotes Mould claims were not attributable -- cooled
their relationship. The luxury of going public when he was
ready, as did bigger stars like Judas Priest's
Rob Halford or George Michael, was not extended to the
cult rocker.
Fourteen years
later, Mould, 47, seems comfortable in his skin. With
record producer and remixer Richard Morel, he DJ's
and hosts the long-running queer party Blowoff in
Washington, D.C.; the duo also record and produce
remixes under that same banner. And his latest solo album,
District Line, has earned some of his best reviews in three
decades.
Is District Line really as fantastic as critics
say, or are listeners just catching up to you again?
We finally figured out how much money it takes to get
critics to say nice things! [Laughs] I thought it was
a good record when I was writing it. It felt natural,
like the songs were easy in coming. And when there was
difficulty, I was able to discern what needed to be done to
make a song work or round the record out properly.
The last album,
Body of Song, was technically a good
merging of electronica and guitars. I started it in 2000 and
finished in early 2005. It was written across a number of
different emotional states, from partnered to single
to dating, from pre-9/11 to living in the middle of
9/11 to living here. This one was written in the same
spot the whole time. That gives it more coherence.
Thematically, things move from one place to the next
in a more sensible way.
In recent years you have been revisiting older
material in concert. How did that feed into the new record?
Getting back on the road and revisiting the old songs
with an electric band -- spending a lot more time with
a guitar in my hands--led me to write a guitar
record...as opposed to writing it with samplers or a
combination of samplers and guitars.
I really
didn't want [the record label] to push it as
"a return." Because I never think of it
that way. People are sort of uptight about that,
including me. Whatever. I know why they do those things.
They've got to get people's attention.
I'm not upset.
You have in the past described yourself as "a
control freak." Is that still applicable?
Other people pointed that out to me, and I became
resigned to the fact that it might be true. And
now...I like to be in charge. I don't know
that I need to be in control of everything.
A good example
would be in '05 and revisiting the band format. In
putting the four guys together I thought more about
chemistry and personality. Once we got together, I was
not the ringleader. I was just sort of, like, Start
and finish the songs together, and whatever happens in
the middle, I'm sure it will be just
fine. That was a huge relinquishing of having
complete dictatorship over the song.
There are other
parts of my professional work where I definitely put the
iron fist on--but only because I care.
In the early years did a manager or record label
ever advise you to keep your personal life under wraps?
No, that was a decision I made. When I was over at
Virgin, [my sexuality] was teetering on coming out.
You could feel it. And it wasn't like the topic
was consciously suppressed, but it didn't get
mentioned. At that point, it was all I could do to get
people not to talk about Husker Du --
because that was the more salacious story at the time -- let
alone talking about me being gay. Once that all passed, and
Sugar got successful, of course it made sense that
Spin would step forward with the either/or
ultimatum.
Do you put any stock in the myth that you have to
be unhappy to create art?
I may have felt that way when I was
younger, and more of a miserablist, but now I know
that's not the case. For many years I put my
work above everything else. I put it above my health
and above my relationships. Now? The two things that are
most important to me are my health and my
relationships. That I have learned. It just took quite
a while.
Blowoff is now in its fifth year and travels to
cities besides D.C. If you had to boil the party down to
a key element, what would it be?
Sexy, masculine guys. The crowd makes the party. Our job
is to sort through the music and get rid of the stuff
you can hear anywhere. Because Rich and I are both
songwriters, we have an agenda: A little less Britney,
and a little more Justice, Simian Mobile Disco, and the
Knife. We have been fortunate to have such a hot,
enthusiastic crowd who really enjoy being educated to
good music...as well as doing whatever guys do when
you put 'em in a room together on a Saturday night.
That's the beauty of it. We set the tone for
the crowd and just hope that they follow it. And so
far, so good.
As somebody who had his share of troubles with
substance abuse, how do you feel about the popularity of
crystal meth among gays?
I had my moments with it -- for different reasons, I
think -- when I was very young. It was a very
different drug then. It was more of the truck
stop/biker kind of drug. I don't know what this is
that they're doing now, but I can tell when
they're doing it.
I don't
want to be the drug police. People will do what
they're going to do. And experimentation is
good. But there are drugs that have an effect on
people...and it is one thing if they want to do that to
themselves. Typically, when people are driven by that
drug in particular, the vibe they give off affects
everyone around them. If you're in a room, hanging
out with a bunch of people, just drinking beer or water, and
a couple people who are really wound up come into the
room, they don't even understand the impact
that it has on others around them.
Has Husker Du ever been offered a truckload of
money to reunite?
No. It's not worth it to anybody. In the
course of one month in D.C. there was a Lemonheads
show, Dinosaur Jr., and Meat Puppets, and I don't
think one of them sold out. I just don't think
there's any money in reunions. The Pixies was a
fluke. It was the right thing, at the right time, and
nobody will ever come close.
Was it difficult being gay in the 1980s punk scene? Did
something in that environment deter you from
coming out?
There were certain sectors of the hardcore-punk
community that were a little homophobic, particularly
the bands that modeled themselves after the skinhead
bands in the U.K. So there was a small portion that was, and
the rest of it was very gay-tolerant--incredibly
tolerant, especially compared to going to a metal
show.
If you were a
"homosexual," it was fine. If you were
"gay" in the sense of flamboyant? Not so
much. If you flew under the radar, it was fine; it
didn't matter what you were doing in the bathroom
with your buddy. As far as myself, in the '80s
it was more personal reasons than any specific
perception with my peers, because they all knew I was gay.
Did you ever have an episode back then, at a club or
show, where you feared for your safety because of homophobia?
No. Look at the people in Husker Du. Who was
going to mess with that? Let's be serious. Not
to be a badass, but you got three crazy guys, all
jacked up on whatever, coming in and turning your club
upside down...and you're going to start in
on them?
Prior to being out, would you ever attend a gay pride
event? Or even a homo-core show? Or did you just
steer clear entirely because that made you nervous?
I did not participate at any level. Sometime in the
early '90s, when I moved to New York, would
have been my first pride event. And that was just
watching it up near Bryant Park, being some anonymous guy at
the beginning of the parade. That wasn't me
hanging out on Christopher and Bleecker; I kept a
distance. And I remember the very touching moment when
the SAGE [Senior Action in a Gay Environment] bus went by,
and I really started to tear up. That put a lot of
things in perspective for me and was the first of
several things where I went, "I'm a
homosexual..."
And need to come to terms with it.
Yeah...because someday, hopefully, I'm going
to be on that bus.